Good on ya Rope, it takes a lot to talk to someone, but it really is helpful, and setting it up and getting organized was not something you had to do, but chose to do, so my hat is off to you! I have never talked openly face-to-face with anyone else you also struggles with this kind of problem, but would give it a shot if there was a group around here, but from what I have looked at there isn't one in existance, I am not in the position mentally or timewise to take it on, but good for you for doing so!

Puffy