Yeah, i currently use Attends Breathable Extra Absorbent.. they work fairly well.. Seems theres a delay in getting the scripts from my doctor for the supplies

J and B rep said it would take 2 weeks to process.. heh.. they wont even let me choose what courier sends my products.. they ONLY send via fedex.. now, while that might get here faster.. they buzz my apartment and wake me up.. I don't know, seems like J&B medical has gone down somewhat in quality since i dealt with htem last. Product selection definitely has...
yeah, im with you, pb&J...i dont trust ANYTHING other than a brief because quite simply i never know when im going to just dribble or when im going to flood... sure,the wings might hold one or two wettings, but can they take 3 without leaking??? I want protection thats proven... quite frankly, i dont trust off brands like wings... Yes, i am lucky that i can get medicaid.. without them iid have to use cloth

because disposables get expensive and i cant afford that expense. Actually, if my incon doesnt go away it may make sense to buy Gary's A+ 4 diapers for work and use the insurance diapers for home. That way, id only use 2 a night if i got used to working in a wet diaper..
By the way, i don't want to sound like a pessimist, but my control seems to be getting worse

It used to be that at times id be able to spurt a little in the diaper, but then hold it back in the toilet, but lately when i have a flood like that it all comes out before i can get my pants down, despite squeezing it. I don't know, maybe I am overprotecting myself padding wise, but on the other hand.. can one really measure how much he or she floods just by feel??? not really. So, id rather wear a product that i know unequivically can handle the onslught rather than wear a lighter product and hope for the best.
I don't know how id classify my incon, but its defintely on the heavy side sometimes. But heres the strange thing..i wouldn't call it urge..more like mixed stress and overflow.. ok... im gettin hungry.. a plate of food is definetly callin my name

.. I have an appointment with a nurse practitioner tomorrrow..let ya'll know what happens!
Peace out!
Rob