
I dream of variation in the design of my pul pants. I want colours, acceptable prints, something to live it up.
I don't want babyish pastel plastic. I want more adult acceptable designs. I am tired of all the dicreeteness all the time.
Of course, it is nice to be discrete in clothes stores and other similar situations. But sometimes life sucks, and changing a diaper gets depressing. I dream of a nice flowery pattern, or just a happy colour.
Before my incontinence broke through, i loved to wear nice colours, or funny prints, like smileys or polkadots.
I don't want toys or bears. Just something more ladylike or adult. My skin does not accept any plastic, so I miss out a lot of colours there.
I do not think it is realistic to find any of this, but my mind needed a blowout.