Hi all, my name is Joe. I'm new here. I am a veteran combat medic, just got out about a year ago.
I have noticed over time some things that I've been dealing with but I haven't been successful in seeing a doctor about much of anything. So, I just deal with it. Probably some of that is my fault too. For example, I was frustrated with the most recent doctor who seemed burned out (as it seems many in the VA are), and the medication I was on for depression wasn't working. I was better without it, so I stopped taking it and never went back. I've isolated myself a good bit, but I'm back in school now which forces me to be more social.
Just the thought of having to depend on the VA for an issue I'm having is enough reason for me to deal with it on my own. But, I read somewhere that urine retention may cause kidney damage. I don't even know if that's what I'm dealing with, but the question is there. While I was still in the army, I asked our PA about what could be going on and she told me being in combat situations, sometimes you have to hold your urine longer, etc, and I don't know, we guys took care of things in bottles if we had to... But that was the end of that conversation. Then when I was getting out of the army, I was sent to the VA for an exam regarding disability compensation. I mention it again when asked regarding other conditions, but I just got a puzzling look and another response similar to before. I didn't push the issue tho.
Maybe it's not even that bad, and I'm clueless. For example, if I urinate while standing, thinking I'm finished and then find out I wasn't finished, I end up with urine down my leg and a wet spot on my pants. It's normal, I'm told. So I sit down to pee now, and it seems this has fixed that issue. I have to strain to get everything out. And the other thing is that every now and then, the urge to pee hits and it's a rush to get things taken care of. I think the part that bothers me most tho is the idea of the retention and straining to pee while sitting. That doesn't seem normal to me.
And then, the idea of having to deal with this, if I have to, makes me want to just deal with it on my own. Am I overreacting? I feel a little embarrassed to even ask...
Great information in this thread.
Best regards, Joe
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