Welcome to our little family here.
I know it took a lot of guts just to register here, let alone posting something thats so personal.
But you are among a great group of people here so dont feel left out and alone.
Just think, everyone on here as the same kind of problem, we all either piss or shit ourselves when we dont want it to happen.
If you have any questions please feel free to ask, im sure someone on here will have an answer for you.
Schoppy