good news!!!!!

[justej]

my diapers got approved by medicaid!
i should get them no later than tuesday.

god i cant believe im excited about that.

[schoppy]

YEA !!!!


That is WONDERFUL news !!!

Its amazing that we can get excited on something like that, but it will save you a LOT of money each month.


Schoppy

[justej]

DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just got a call from the medical supply place and they are telling me that they dont carry the brand that got approved. they have known for TWO WEEKS what brand i need and its even on their goddamn website that they carry them. TWO WEEKS THEY HAVE KNOWN.
they tell me "oh i guess we need to update our website.
im running out of confidrys and me or my parents dont have the money to fork over $100 on these stupid damn things.
i hate this. i hate my body. i wish i was never born.

[Porkchop]

Be strong EJ, this will work itself out..... praying for ya!

[justej]

its hard to be strong when ive been through so much.
im 38 years old and was told yesterday that i cant walk until august and im at risk of never walking again.
im 38 years old and i have to wear f'in diapers.
ive had 3 surgeries in a year. im tired of this. im tired of my life.

[Porkchop]

I've been there, it gets better. When my Humvee blew up they said I'd never walk again. I walk now, a mile a day. Sure, I've been incontinent since I was 28 (I turn 35 in November) and it sucks. You just got to keep on keeping on for your family and a better tomorrow.

[batman381327]

Hang in there EJ. I know we all have a breaking point, but it takes time to heal from surgeries.

[MSUSpartan]

You sound like a bad patient. I can relate, I'm a bad patient too.

[justej]

ive never been good at anything so i might as well be a bad patient too.

[justej]

sorry for freaking out....this is just all really hard.

my doctor is saying that the medical supply place is playing a power trip. we are gonna try to work it out today its just so stressful....